You know what I did, lunchtime, today?

Went home.

It is awful cold.

Felt warm to be home.

Then I undressed. And climbed up my bed.

I thought of you.

There’s no trace of you in my home anymore.

It has all vanished…

Time does these things.

I got my book. As I usually do at night, before sleep.

I checked the chapter and read the first sentences.

Adam is a vagrant, wandering around the country after being release from the Army, his second five year term.

He doesn’t want to go home to meet his brother.

But, really, it is about him getting to know himself.

Then I turned to the front page, to read your name.

As I always do.

I ran my finger on it, as if it had the power to personalize you…

I love your name.

It sounds to me both sweet and powerful…

Go figure, my fantasy…

I dozed off into sleep…

Thirty single minutes, I could almost feel them passing, even in my sleep.

I woke up missing you…